[ This is the same feeling he had when Mohinder threatened to expose him. Thankfully, there's no sudden desire to strangle Royce into agreeing with him, that would be entirely counterproductive, but he still doesn't know what to do. ]

That's not the point!

If you die and Alfie comes back, what's the point of that? You're not going to be useful with this. It's not going to be what you want. You'll just come back with a death loss. And if you don't come back, how are you going to see your daughter again?

This is MN Poisoning. It will go away. Stop being such an idiot.